will tomorrow be a clear day

love this song. in fact, i can't wait to watch the serial 'Proposal Daisakusen' which will be airing on 8TV this weekend! i know... slow coach but i don't exactly have the priviledge to download stuffs. bro's comp ma. but i think i will definitely like the serial since it do sounds real. but then again, a bit beh ta han also if for the whole series he is given chances however to have no guts to do it. anyhow it is really a sweet serial that reminds us to not be all wishy washy in life but to treasure all the opportunities in life as well as the people around. like how it really is in reality where there are always chances for us to make it happen or difference to only regret it later for not taking that step. hehehe.... for me, its always happen on food and especially during shopping. neways here's the lyrics and translation of the theme song taken from illusionist's article *thanks*

Ashita Hareru Kana
by Kuwata Keisuke of Southern All-Stars

Atsui namida ya koi no sakebi mo
Kagayakeru hi wa doko he kieta no
Asumo ate na kimichi wo samayou nara
kore ijou moto ni wa modorenai

Mimi wo sumaseba kokoro no koe wa
boku ni nani wo katarikakeru darou?
Ima mayou nureta machi no katasumi ite
ano koro no sora wo omou tabi ni

Kami yori tamaeshi kodoku ya trouble
nakitai toki wa naki na yo
Kore ga sadame desshou ka?
Akirameyou ka?
Kisetsu wa meguru mahou no you ni

Oh baby No maybe
“Ai” nakushite “Jou” mo nai?
Nageku you na free
Yononaka no seini suru dake

Oh baby You're maybe
“Ai” nakushite “Raku” wa nai
Shiawase no feeling
Dakishimete one more time

Arishi hi no onore wo aisuru tame ni
omoide wa utsukushiku aru no sa
Tooi kako yori mada minu jinsei wa
yume hitotsu kanaeru tame ni aru
kiseki no doa wo akeru no wa dare?

Hohoemi wo mou ichido dake
Kimi wa kizuku desshou ka?
Sono kagi wa mou
Kimi no tenohira no ue ni

Why baby oh tell me
“Ai” nakushite “Zou” mo nai
Mite minai you na free
sono mi wo mamoru tame

Oh baby you're may be
Mou sukoshi no shoubu ja nai
Kujikesou na feeling
Norikoete one more chance

I talk to myself
Oh baby, no maybe
“Ai” nakushite “Jou” mo nai
Nageku you na free
Nokoru no wa koukai dake

Oh baby smile baby
Sono inochi wa towa janai
Daremo ga hitori hitori mune no
naka de sotto sasayaiteiru yo
“Ashita hareru kana?”
Haruka sora no shita…


Will Tomorrow Be A Clear Day
by Kuwata Keisuke of Southern All-Stars

The warm tears and the cry of love
Where have those days disappeared to?
If tomorrow the road to our goal wanders off too
The unusual beginning will never come back

Have I finished listening to the speeches
The voice of my heart tells me?
Though I stand lost in this wet corner of the town
The sky then, I’ll remember everytime

Lord, let me be lonely and troubled
And able to cry when I need to
Is this my fate?
Should I give up?
The season returns just like magic

Oh baby, no maybe
Is there no “feeling” too, without “love”?
To grieve is to be free
That is this world’s only consequence

Oh baby, you’re maybe
Without “love” there can’t be “comfort”
This happy feeling
I’ll embrace one more time

In the past, for the sake of love
I had kept beautiful memories
Beyond the distant past, the life we have yet to see
Has one dream which will make it come true
Who will open the door of miracles?

Just so you smile once again
Have you noticed?
That the key
Is in the palm of your hand

Why baby, oh tell me
Without “love” there is no “growth” either
To not foresee is to be free
In order to protect that vision

Oh baby, you’re maybe
Not just a little game
This broken feeling
I will overcome for one more chance

I talk to myself
Oh baby, no maybe
Is there no “feeling” too, without “love”
To grieve is to be free
For the only thing you leave behind is regret

Oh baby, smile baby
Because life is not for eternity
Everyone, one by one
Whispers softly into their hearts
“Will tomorrow be a clear day?”
Under the distant skies…

disappointed....

next time remind me not to be a busy body and offer....
next time remind me to just keep to myself....
next time remind me to just don't care....
next time remind me to not hurt myself....
next time remind me to not do things that would in the end up in disappointment....

if it wasn't for them i wouldn't have make an effort to ask for it. but in the end, after getting it, they don't want it...

the meaning....

Grabbed it from rayn's bloggie.... interesting


You entered: ****** *** *** ****
There are 16 letters in your name.
Those 16 letters total to 78
There are 7 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:English Female Compound of Jo and the feminine name element -ene.


Your number is: 6

The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.

The expression or destiny for #6:
The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.

The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.

If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number. There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself. In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others. In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering. You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes. Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it's quite likely that you worry much too much.

Your Soul Urge number is: 11

A Soul Urge number of 11 means:
With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.

If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.

If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.

The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

wheee... i'm massu! :D

i so so so HEART massu! :D


4You are Takahisa Masuda 3



You are Massu! You are someone everyone can talk to. You are willing to lend a helping hand to everyone who is in need. You tend to be the one who tries to make sure everyone is happy and enjoying themselves. Your sweet smiling image appeals to all but in reality you’re just flowing about not thinking much. You try your best and you do it with a smile even when you have no idea what is going on.
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Which NewS Member Are You?
Quiz made by linh_chan, shorty_esca and miyu.

hmmm... well, i think i'm pretty much in a way like that. i have to especially agree on the part where smile even when you have no idea what is goin on..... oh nooo... my secret is out! hahahaha

i had a dream.....

of him!










actually of them...

my resolution is.....

to be nice/nicer to people!

yup peeps, that's my resolution this year. usually i don't make resolutions are i know i won't able to keep them. then feel all bad and guilty. but this year, well, need to be nice. simple and fairly reasonable. BUT there's some people that is making it a challenge ALREADY (and its ONLY the 3rd week of the new year). then again, its these particular peoples that is why i made this resolution. so yeah, that's my reason why i MUST be nice or nicer to ppl including nerds (even the major ones), weirdos, annoying ppls (oh, you all KNOW who) and the list goes on.... yea, such an anti-social person i am. oh yea, so so so must must say this bout this particular annoying person. rayn, you heard this before. this person sorta like oooze annoyance. don't have to speak, look or even any physical contact. just by merely sitting there, simply.annoys.me. maybe i really do need help. but i know i'm not the only one. so its not just me. see. is it not my resolution seems erm needed....

Happy New Year~

Yea Yea Yea... i know... haven't been updated for a veryyy long time... but its still a new year isn't it?? :) neways will write more later. i know... such a lazy @ss :P